I was out and about a few nights ago, having a few beers and just enjoying the scene and everyone I was around. Nice to venture out and see how terrible at a conversation you can be, or being socially awkward when having a conversation. I am no different than anyone else. I just not going to play down it, but rather own up to it!
Have you ever thought about trying something new and you were not quite used to the idea? You made a few mistakes the first time out. Yet you learned from it. This is something I have been working on. Mostly my actual social game. While I can do social media like the best of them. Being in public and actually talking to people and getting their reactions. You tend to learn about yourself and others when you are out and trying to be a better person.
Just the other day I wasn’t really looking for it, but you never know how it happens. Love that about life. Sometimes you don’t know how it happened or why it does, but sometimes the solution is given to you.
For me, I had a bartender that listened and also shared stories about traveling and living in another country for a while. She had mentioned about why I haven’t done it yet? I had mentioned that I had a few things to take care of before I could leave. Mostly due to having a few bills that will need to be taken care of first.
With that suggestion, it occurred to me that, why haven’t I already done it? I mean what am I really needing to take care of? Most of what I can take care of is easily done through online means and I have a way of making money. Right now it’s not the greatest amount just yet. Something I have been working on.
You learn more about yourself and I have learned that I need to take better care to pay attention to things around me. Just a bit more in order for me to grow as a person. I have found that I am willing to go to great lengths to be better to others and to myself.
Time to act…
So now as I sit here typing this up. Many things have been going through my mind about it. I have been seeing many times that I should have paid enough attention to what was being said. Now I am starting to pay better attention. It’s time for me to start small on a few trips and go from there.
I may eventually move to Merida, Mexico for a few years and go from there. I have not worked out all the details, but it’s an ongoing process. It is something that I have been thinking about for a long time now. You get an itch to do something, and what do you do? You go scratch that itch! I am working on the planning stages in order to scratch that itch.